When my butt looks good. I look good
Sometimes in life we meet people and we create relationships that may only seem temporary to us now. but everything in life is fluid, everyone you connect with is always there, always on a tether and one day they will come back into your life. because connections are just that. It saddens me sometimes when I look back on past connections and relationships and you see that these people that you depended on at one point, who may have depended on you, have had a life without you. And they are doing very well. Sometimes I sit back and I wonder how my life would be if I hadn’t met someone or some event had not happened. I wonder if I hadn’t befriended someone or they, I. if We would all be where we are now. And the truth is, every connection meant something. no friendship past, present, or future is for nothing. I promise you. everything happens for a reason. It makes me happy to know that I can look back at an old friend, and smile that they have achieved everything I knew they could. And you sit and you know that some how, some way, you played a part in that. for the good the bad the ugly, you played the part. Sorry for this long rant, but I’m feeling so nostalgic. and I’m working on realizing that not everything ends. and nothing is ever over. as much as we sometimes like to think it is.
Do not chase people. Be you and do your own thing and work hard. The right people who belong in your life will come to you, and stay.
Nothing in particular, I guess. I have been on kind of on an emotional spiritual awakening type roller coaster for the past few weeks. but I’m leveling out. I’m not sure I was ever really upset as much as I was just all over the emotional spectrum. But I’m cool, now. I’m starting to listen to my famous catch phrase, “Everything happens for a reason” because it does.
anyone wanna talk to me? I need someone to talk to. about anything, really. mostly to get stuff off my chest, and to get my mind off of reality for a while. pls.
I can’t even. I have lost my ability to even.
I just want an emotional connection. why is that so hard to find.